I didn’t, I feel like a fucking failure. How the fuck do you stay motivated. Please someone tell me how to stay motivated. I really want to be able to do this! Please send me message. Anything will help
All day I was thinking that I didn't need to work out tomorrow.
I’m fucking crazy. I’m disgusting and fat. I can see my fucking fat in every piece of clothing I wear. How the fuck did I think I use to look good? You can see the fat over flowing. I’m working out soo hardcore tomorrow. I need to loose this disgusting shit on my body. It needs to fucking leave.
Tomorrow will be the first work out I’ve done in a long ass time. I’m also starting a diet tomorrow. I’m thinking the skinny girl diet but I really hate to count calories such a waste of time. I may just fill up on water tomorrow and just have dinner.
My plan for working out tomorrow consists of 30 minutes of up hill walking or jogging really depends because I’m so out of shape I don’t want to like kill my self. Then i’ll be doing 10 minutes of this stair stepper thingy I have. Then I’ll finish it up with 100 - 130 crunches. I would do more but like I said I haven’t done this in a long time. I’m not sure how my body is going to react to this.
I plan on doing this pretty much every day, except for Monday’s because I go to my Namma’s for dinner and whatever day my boyfriend comes over. Sooo that’ll be at least 5 times a week. Sounds great to me :)
I almost ate a cookie today and I stopped myself! I’m so proud. Now this may sound like a stupid thing to be happy about but I’m usually like GIVE ME JUNK FOOD! But I went for an apple instead and a small ass sandwich with a few pieces of meat on it. I think I can loose weight this time guys. I think I can stick with loosing weight. This makes me so happy that I can finally be beautiful and thin.